ive been beat down lately for a awhile! cant even draw anymore! my life, job, relationship, and school is killing me! everyday so busy and tired! im like a rusty old robot doing its regular daily program what to do!

what i need is... i need a vacation, i wanna go travel, i want some excitement and adventure, i need something new on my life!

i miss my friends back in philippines and japan, i miss the good times and things we do back in philippines and japan, i miss my old life!

i guess this what happens to you if u move in here to america and growing old there...

ryt now i just need some peace, zen, and tranquility in my body, my mind, my surounding, and my life.


"I can hardly recall the chaotic noise of reality, Do not let this universe regret you"
~ Juan X Jrus