ive been beat down lately for a awhile! cant even draw anymore! my life, job, relationship, and school is killing me! everyday so busy and tired! im like a rusty old robot doing its regular daily program what to do!

what i need is... i need a vacation, i wanna go travel, i want some excitement and adventure, i need something new on my life!

i miss my friends back in philippines and japan, i miss the good times and things we do back in philippines and japan, i miss my old life!

i guess this what happens to you if u move in here to america and growing old there...

ryt now i just need some peace, zen, and tranquility in my body, my mind, my surounding, and my life.


"I can hardly recall the chaotic noise of reality, Do not let this universe regret you"
~ Juan X Jrus

(>^-^)> ...hehe! new drawings! all art sketches and line arts! i was just in the mood the draw all of a sudden on all of this when i was just neither watching anime or reading some manga!

(b^,^)b ...best way to set up the mood to draw was listening to "The Go! Team"s "Junior Kickstart" its just like a car chase indie groovie pop music that just makes me keep on focus and motivated while drawing!

anyway some of the drawings are base on some anime, video game & manga, while the rest where random originals. anyways enjoy the new dumb arts! XD

- Juan X Jrus

p.s.
it will take me awhile to draw again! cuz im a moody drawer! XP

this will be the last time i will pull out an account for deviantart! if my stuff got stolen again! blah! i just dont know what to do!